Hi. My name is Alysha and this is my life.
I'm 20 years old and am currently on summer vacation. So there's that. Maybe you'll just have to learn more about me as time progresses.
I like to think that my life is above stupid high school drama because you know, I'm not in high school anymore. But i guess sometimes you just can't get passed it.
So here's the skinny, I dated this guy for two years, we broke up almost two years ago. At first things were weird because we go to the same church but then we started to settle into our new lives apart. We still see each other all the time and have a few cordial exchanges but other than that we hardly ever speak.
Then in comes this other guy, we'll call him Chad (it's a really stupid name, bht makes me laugh). So Chad and I start becoming close, but for one big reason are not dating. I told my guy friends about Chad and before I know it word has reached my ex. I'm not even dating this guy, we haven't even talked about dating yet!
Then my ex boyfriend one night during our college bible study in an act of complete jealousy and immaturity told me that I didn't matter in front of everyone. Needless to say, no one was laughing. He just looked like a big jerk in front of everyone. I didn't want to stoop to his level of stupid and effectively deflected his comment. But now I'm just pissed off. What in the world is his problem?! It's been almost two years! I can understand him being hurt, but I can't understand him being so stupid (there are a lot stronger words than stupid rolling around in my head, I'm just choosing not to say them).
Him doing that just makes me want to do whatever I want and not really care about his feelings. I've been so cautious with bringing Chad around him because I don't want to have a guy around that I might not even end up dating anyway. But if he's going to be dumb then I just don't care.
Lesson learned, don't trust guy friends with information like this.
